Dark days live in my mind
days I've never lived,
but dread to live
Days turn into nights
Dark moments of time
that mind thinks I live
I'd like to experience bliss
to not know how it feels
to be this dark inside
How would it feel like
to not having to worry
about worrying to much.
Dark days inside a dark mind
while feeling the light
I'm unable to let inside
I will look
into your shiny
brown eyes
like no one
ever did.
I will hold you
in my arms
so tightly
like it’s the
last time.
I will kiss you
on your soft
lips ,
until I have no
breath left.
I will love
you,
until I know
that,
you’ll never forget me.
I cannot exist without you
Not without falling in the dark
It is like a sky without a moon
Or a night without the stars
It is like breathing without air
Or feeling cold while near a hearth
Like a heart with no need to beat
Or laughter unaccompanied by mirth
It is like a flower that will not bloom
Or finding a bird that sings no song
Like believing everyday pain is normal
Or being happy while everything is wrong
It is like a tune without a melody
Or an instrument that plays no notes
Like never thinking for yourself
Or living without what means the most
It is impossible
Through my eyes,
I can see you’re hurting.
Your blue eyes are surrounded
With a red tint,
As they tear up.
My grey eyes just watch,
Wishing they could help.
Through my eyes,
I can see your stress.
The deep tiredness overtakes
the beautiful ocean deep opticals,
That I love to see smile.
My grey eyes just watch,
Wishing they could help.
Through my eyes,
I can see your misery.
Throughout the fights
with your family
and peers.
My grey eyes just watch,
Wishing they could help.
Through my eyes,
I can see your heart shattering.
If only one could understand,
And even comfort you slightly.
But,
My grey eyes just watch,
Wishing they could help
There is nothing up there,
so stop looking up,
our lives are finished now,
we drank from the bitter cup.
The flowers are gone,
so is the faint blue,
the color that held everything,
the color we once knew.
Now fighting for those around,
nothing else matters to me,
I will fight with growing power,
until we are set free.
Hope is a word we'll never use,
there is only power,
one to be taken by good or bad,
it grows stronger every hour.
Don't bother crying now,
we have no time to lose,
we have to fight to stay alive,
so put on your hunting shoes.
The land is quiet,
I'm holding back tears,
to save us all from this place,
I must for get what fea
Masks
I wear so many they're all so heavy
They hurt my back and strain my neck
But matters not any pain I feel
Layer them on, more masks to wear
I don't care
I dance through the grey ballroom
Across this ugly stage of living and life
I look so beautiful to all my onlookers
My masks are all they see tonight
But that's alright
For one I met, I tried to show, one dancer I felt was equal to me
Together we danced the salsa and a brief tango
And in some moment of passion, I lost my mind
I started shedding masks along the floor
Like a fool
This masquerade has gone on too long
Eighteen years of dancing to boring songs
I can see thro
I wanna see the moon
through hells new skylight
as cherry blossoms float
from fires inferno below
The destruction of mankind begins anew
as demons dance in the ashes of dusk
and, vampires drink in the blood of the dead
fear the wolves as hells new skylight
reviels to them the full moons might
witches, warlocks, mimics and more
Fear the creatures able to hunt once more
death and destruction, the oath of dispair
fear the forces brought forth once more
don't think you can stop us
you never can win
we THe Source's hunters brought forth
time and time again, open hells skylight
TO the evil within now
we've told you twice, now you'
I'm Unfortunate,
Unlucky,
and Afflicted;
You're contagious,
and I've behaved,
Outrageous,
and rather Unjustly.
Only together a mere while,
And I'm infected,
With every word
of Affection,
that on me you've tested.
Tear me apart
and no longer leave me to suffer,
of this disease you've inflicted;
where I have no choice
But to think of you,
all day,
and in my dreams at night.
Cure me, out of your good will, my lover
for I fear I'm lovesick still.